Fallen

When I know she won’t come tonight
But I stand till dawn awake
When I know she’s not worth the fight
But I don’t care what’s at stake
When I see her icy blue eyes
And blood’s burning in my heart
I try to throw off my disguise
But my hands are trembling hard
When I wait that magic moment
Which I’m waiting forever
Which could end my tragic torment
Giving myself up to her
When I feel a strong desire
Thirsty for her lovely voice
Feels like flaming in the fire
Of moments at I rejoice
When I close my aching eyelids
I see nothing but her smile
But a frantic feeling forbids
My soul to be versatile
It’s the feeling for I hunger
The grasp of that lovely girl
When I can’t bare any longer
’cause my thoughts are in a whirl
When her lips are gleaming brightly
They lure me like a blackhole
Every time she’s walking near me
Almost kills my self-control
When I think I needed all this
Pushing myself down to Hell
When I believe after that kiss
She was mad of me as well
When I’m frightened because I feel
I’ll never see her again
And I – unable to conceal –
Cry unworthy of a man
I fight myself by my own hand
As I don’t know common-sense
I’m ready to serve her will, and
Kill myself in self-defense
When I clearly know it’s all wrong
But I feel it’s good for me
I lay down and sing this sad song
And sink in love hopelessly...