Dear everyone!
I don't really know what to say. I have to thank you, my readers, all of you, for taking a look at my sad poems every now and then. I don't say you kept this blog alive - I did. :P But still, you were a great contribution and inspiration to me, and I won't forget that. Especially not the help of my dear friend Alev, and my brother Amin - the two of you gave me the most when it came to my poetry.
Why do I close this stuff? Because that's what I do, I close the site for good. This site. Maybe another one will open soon. Maybe never again. Who knows? I'm closing it because it belongs to Level 1, my other life, the life I lived before the one I'm living now. I was a lone poet, misery incarnate, who tried to break out from the shell. I was buried alive, I wanted to be loved... but I thought it's not what's meant for me.
Things changed. I have changed. For the better. Some people didn't think it's possible. I shoveled some in their face, yup. =) I'm stronger than I was before my depression, because now, I have overcome it, and I know how to overcome it. It didn't kill me - it made me stronger. I'm not lonely anymore. I have found my true love who is mine forever, and whom I give myself for all eternity. I have found faith, which is strong and eternal. I have found happiness, I have the perfect moments all the time. I have the time of my life. I stepped forward. Thanks to everyone who helped me on the way, and thanks to everyone who inspired me. I won't ever forget them! :)
Peace out, homies!
Lone Poet out.
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5 comments:
It's so great hearing these words from you! I'm so happy for you, I really hope it stays this way. Btw, can't wait for the next level poetry from you! :D
And thanks for your sweet words, I'm glad I could make any difference. :)
I hope these are just words of modesty from you, and in fact, you know how much difference you've made. I really hope... :P
i had visited your blog so many times and nothing had changed that i thought youve gone for good!
wow jamrik, you dont know how happy i am for you as i do count you as my own brother, maybe even closer as we're so much alike! but more the same i'm so glad. i could feel it too, for some reason i knew something had changed for you, for good. hope you dont give up on poetry!!
btw i still dont know whats going on with you!! :P i have some idias, but i would still like to talk to you some time?
Thank you a lot! =)
I will try to produce some poetry soon, but it's not easy... it went so much better when I used poetry to ease the pain I don't have anymore.
We should definitely talk sometime, true! :P
Szia!
Hát gondolom, majd találkozunk is végre, de hogy idetévedtem, és ezt elolvastam, úgy gondoltam muszáj hozzáfűznöm a magamét.
Először is büszke vagyok Rád, amiért képes voltál kilépni abból a lelkivilágból, ami lassacskán felemészteni látszott Téged. Boldog vagyok, hogy ennek az "első szakasznak" némiképp a részese lehettem-a pozitív értelemben véve legalábbis. Úgy remélem, és gondolom, hogy ebben a szakaszban nem csak amolyan újabb csalódásként jelentem meg, némineműleg kiváltságos volt megismernünk egymást-Nekünk, akik olyannyira hasonlítunk érzelmi világunkat illetően.
De ami a legeslegfontosabb most, hogy végre beteljesült az, amit valóban az életednek nevezel, hogy valóban boldog lehetsz, megtaláltad azt, aki értelmet ad a mindennapok fogaskerekének, és Te Lány, ha ezt olvasod: Nagyon vigyázz Rá, mint-ahogy ő is nevezi-a tengerfeneki kagyló igaz gyöngyére, mert Hozzá hasonlót találni-túlzás nélkül-lehetetlen!: )
Vigyázz magadra te Lone Poet, és én személy szerint nagyon várom a folytatást!
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