Confused

Why can't I say it out loud?
What am I so afraid of?
Why is there a rose red cloud
When I say it is not love?

Last time, it was a disaster
Can't let it happen again
I should learn to react faster
To my angel's crazy plan

Fall, fall with me
You are all my soul's desire
Run, run from me
You will get caught by the fire
Come, come to me
Wanna hear your heart's choir
I want to see
When a wonder takes me higher

Love is a liar

Touched

Again, those fervent vibrations
My heart slowly turning blind
Unseen, unknown constellations
I'm getting lost in your mind

Under the stars I want to lie
Watch them as they're bleeding milk
On your soul I want to get high
Touch your hand, it's sweet as silk

Be my sacrament in this grim
Deflorated underworld!
In the fountain of life we'll swim
And we'll ride the thunderbird!

I would offer you everything
But yea I'm nothing at all
I just have the Icarus-wings
Determined to let me fall

I can't deal with my emotions
Sorry, I'm not worth a glance
Ignore my pathetic notions
You just caught me off balance

Celestial Dreams

I'm deep inside the night with a smile on my face
My soul goes on a flight, getting out of my place
Floating with the clouds, shining with the stars
Leaving the crowd behind, breaking out the bars

My journey continues as the dawn breaks
The city underneath slowly awakes
But I'm already awake, having a daydream
I dream of a soul that doesn't fit the scheme

Time is passing by, but not my joy
Because my dreamworld is all mine to enjoy
Whatever I need is whenever there for me
Whomever I want is wherever here with me

In my dreamworld, the whole world is mine
Especially the one that makes it all divine
The one who gives me power to cross the line
More than any word could ever define

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The first poem I wrote together with my dear friend Allie, who is my Flame of Inspiration, feeding the miserable sparkle I have for poetic ideas these days. Very special thanks to her, for making me write again, and also for making my days recently, every day again and again... I most probably will never be able to redeem all the happiness she's been giving me lately. (:
Thanks again, and I hope we make a habit of this. =)

Relief

Every night I see the moon
I know they will hurt me soon
Every time I want to cry
You tell me a lovely lie
Every time I want to fall
You just simply heal it all
Every day I see the sun
Reminds me that you're the one

You're the one for whatever
Whenever
Wherever